ideas

essays, book reviews, creative experiments, and field notes on technology, philosophy, and building without permission

building

my post-quantum proposals for Nostr

seven related drafts on keys, encrypted messages, signer capabilities and relay migration, with their dates and implementation boundaries

aug 17, 2026
my post-quantum proposals for Nostr
creative

open hand

a love poem set on a beach at sunset - footprints, melting ice cream, pruned hands, and love as an open hand that holds by letting go

jul 23, 2026
open hand
essays

a view on karma, birth and rebirth

death before the comfort stories cover it up - samsara, karma, the no-self read of rebirth, and the flicker of dying and being reborn in every now

jun 25, 2026
a view on karma, birth and rebirth
creative

a quiet wound

a poem on looking at the full moon after a love has ended - the rose, the thorns, and a glow that aches

jun 24, 2026
a quiet wound
essays

consciousness as a nested perspective

consciousness nests at every scale, cell to body to planet to galaxy, each one a perspective the others can't articulate. a panpsychist lean held openly

jun 24, 2026
consciousness as a nested perspective
creative

it fell as snow

a short poem on the water cycle - snow, ice, river - and lying in a warm spring older than bones, younger than breath

jun 24, 2026
it fell as snow
creative

secret symmetry

a poem on ego death framed as a leap from the bridge - releasing anger and illusion to seek nobility and strength, and a secret symmetry with those who leapt before

jun 24, 2026
secret symmetry
creative

the space between two truths

a poem on letting go without surrender - on love that is not a mirror but the space between two truths, and being held even when the sky turns to rain

jun 24, 2026
the space between two truths
essays

the invisibility sutra, read as attention and not optics

patanjali's power of disappearance, read not as bending light but as cutting the link between seen and seer — a trainable skill of becoming attentionally negligible

jun 13, 2026
the invisibility sutra, read as attention and not optics
essays

on the misconception of the senses

your senses don't record reality, they sample it. a checkable walk through sight, touch and taste, and the best guesses your brain never admits it's making

jun 11, 2026
on the misconception of the senses
building

why i built pqc-tools

turning post-quantum research into open tools for cryptographic discovery, migration planning and repeatable checks

jun 9, 2026
why i built pqc-tools
essays

layered approach to non-duality teachings

what are you? not a body, not a mind, but the seeing it all shows up to. a layered walk through non-dual experience, ending in the now

jun 7, 2026
layered approach to non-duality teachings
essays

the immutable and the exposed: bitcoin protects its past, nostr cannot

bitcoin and nostr will feel the same quantum blow, but it lands in opposite places. one you can defend, the other has already been harvested

jun 3, 2026
the immutable and the exposed: bitcoin protects its past, nostr cannot
creative

the road to death

a man hears that god left his face in death, so he walks toward it, meeting younger versions of himself along the road

jun 3, 2026
the road to death
building

why i started QuantaKrypto

twelve years in blockchain and cryptographic systems, a decision to close my business, and the research that led me to post-quantum security

jun 3, 2026
why i started QuantaKrypto
essays

nominal value fallacy

we've confused a number as the definition of wealth, but that math doesn't hold in traditional finance. what if everything you work for today, is worth more tomorrow

apr 16, 2026
nominal value fallacy
essays

the price of everything is the price of the dollar

five products, one pattern – why prices rise when we keep getting better at making things

apr 5, 2026
the price of everything is the price of the dollar
essays

the big mac should be getting cheaper

a fixed product rose 154%. CPI says 82%. the gap tells you everything – US 2000–2024

apr 2, 2026
the big mac should be getting cheaper
books

12 rules for life: a personal review

a personal review of peterson's book through two readings, fear and growth, and what changes when you learn to self-regulate

mar 30, 2026
12 rules for life: a personal review
essays

finance is the 6th pillar of biohacking

financial fitness is a biological advantage, financial discipline is a biological investment

mar 13, 2026
finance is the 6th pillar of biohacking
essays

social networks and custody mismatch

why the social graph should be infrastructure, and what it costs when it isn't

mar 11, 2026
social networks and custody mismatch
building

nostr is centralizing. by design

every centralization point was a rational response to a missing tool. each solved problem removed the pressure to build what would have prevented the next one

mar 5, 2026
nostr is centralizing. by design
building

window.nostr.wot: a shared Web of Trust for browser apps

my February proposal for a browser extension API that lets Nostr apps query a user-controlled social graph

feb 24, 2026
window.nostr.wot: a shared Web of Trust for browser apps
essays

the power of independence

five layers of independence – the difference between needing less and having more

aug 28, 2024
the power of independence